wadda hell!

In pre-empt of my sickness, i increased my liquid consumption.

And then it flared up on Thurs and i felt like a living dead. But i insisted on fulfilling my promise to meet my long-lost cousin cuz we've met only twice {in our life} outside of the redundant family reunions. And i kept procrastinating our meet-upS. Till he actually 'ticked' me off on friendster. hah...

Once to play pool with my friends... but he felt weird somehow... we ARE totally diff... in terms of bkgd... and mentality.

Then when i gate-crashed SAJC, we became the talk of his friends... echoes of "what? your cousin?" were in our faces...

he asked if i would like to meet up with our relatives for steamboat at marina... to which i replied "No. it's very hot there"

After hearing my voice on Thurs morning, he said "ok la... i think we better not meet today since you're so sick"

I felt bad... really i did.

Ok, im so gonna get flu vaccination. im so prone to flu. I hate falling sick near the public hols... and being sick doesnt allow me to attend parties! missed Zouk on Friday {thou i even considered screwing my health}. I wanna my halloween party. This is so filthy and shitty.