Yesterday's ultrasound scan and 2nd x-ray suggested that Twig has infection at the lungs, kidney, and uterus- which im in a way quite thankful for... At least it means knowing the problem... and at least it means curing it fast. but the downside is... they are not too certain if it's the cause.

Well, im glad she now walks around occassionally...

And I found a way to feed her fluid...

she;s now home... as vet wasn't ard in the clinic yesterday and even today.

so i chose to bring her home and take the nursing and medication upon myself.

From trying times like this, i have learnt to be more frugal... and have become more gregarious...

Because being alone tortures my mind.

I really thank the people around me/ supporting me.

My UPS ex-colleague just offered some funds to tide me through... cuz he's not in singapore.

I was really touched when Dad gave me some money for Twig's medical bils.

And of course.... jon's gave me his time to ferry Twig to the 2 vets and home depite having a paper on Wed.

Am going to re-do my cover letter.... cuz it sounds too ordinary... and i hate being so ordinary.

I cannot be too experimental because i know the singaporean mindset and they would think of me weird.

I have a 'really jumping' introduction in mind... but ppl might find it too abstract to accept.

Urghhh!!!

You know... i think if there was no western MNC to work in, i would rather not work... go temp at some vets or pet shops whatsoever... fine... doesnt need to be an MNC... but somehting prestigous and at least have a building to themselves. Else, i cant see myself stayign there for long.

Was talking to the recep at the vet n he said i could actually do vetirinary science for vet nurse. Why didnt i think of that!!! All i had in mind was being a vet.... but left out the other options!!! The 3-year course would no doubt give me happiness in doing what i like.

but hell!!! I think it's a waste of my talent! Because i've not chosen this path since secondary school electives... so switching would inevitably mean wasting my acquired skills. Moreover... i doubt job satisfaction would be fulfilled.... cuz i love the corporate world {kinda}. I love liasing with people... and getting to know people around... and yes.... i love being swamped, having something to complain abt...which suggests that im essentially a....

CLOSET WORKAHOLIC!