i still cry

Monday, May 30, 2005

This has got to be one of the most constructive day.... in a long long time cuz i managed to wake up like 8+ in the morning... to go for an interview.
Before i got to the place... i was cursing under my breath. No thanks to the surrounding factories, no thanks to the location.
But things weren;t that bad within...{or so it seemed} it seemed quite fun to be there.... and i was told that they "function alot like MNC" because it was previously "Warner Brothers"... but since it's withdrawal from singapore few years ago, it was bought over by said company and renamed. So that's quite interesting. But why did i get so excited when she told me to draft an article to be submitted by this week? I have no idea man...

Anyway...

A boy caught my eyes today. A small boy... A Rosyth upper primary kid. His eyes, small double-lid. His nose, rather high but very defined. His complexion, very clear with healthy glow and tan. His hair, short and kinda kido- spikey. His lips, healthy shade of pink. His bright demeanour just shone through.

Ughhh!!! I already feel like a phaedo!

Anyway my point is this.... my future son wld have have short short hair neatly gelled... and a long long tail at the back... and a little bit of fringe.

He will grow up to have the attributes of a casinova but loves only his mum- no other women!

He will carry himself well, very well, and posses defined eloquence

He will be very physically attractive... not necessarily handsome, but he will attend grooming workshops

He will play the piano.... and serenade girls.... but still wanting no other women except his mum!

He will play the violin too.... cuz his mum adores the violin/ maybe we can do a canon with his mum on the piano.

He will write poetries, one after another...

He will be in the waterpolo team {just like Jon}...

He will go into commandos water polo {just like Jon}...

He will study through scholarship in RI.... then RJC {just like Jon}

He will be in the debate team and work his way to be a public figure.

He will hopefully be a lawyer [so he can defend me when i defame yet another, ha...}

Or maybe he will be a politician {to fulfil my dreams... on my behalf}

He does not need to love anything else besides his mother! and his dog!

And his name shall be.... SON...

Today IS deemed the interview-scheduling day. My mailbox surprised me with an email asking for an unsolicited interview for position as a management trainee. They apparently found my CV online was very interested in meeting me up.

But...

But...

But... i decided to let it pass becaus i've got more interesting interviews to attend!!! One's in my beloved golf industry... {near my house somemore!!!} while the other one's a {n e t b a l l} association... {read: RED HOT BITCHES!!! oh i love them so} and the recruiting manager is an ang mo lady!!! I cant wait!!!

Was reading on the web site and i feel a tinge of sadness.... such a sad reminder of the needy. It's uber depressing when such incidences tug at your heart strings. I hate ageing!!! I dont ever want my parents to age. I dont really dare to go for the interview tmr... im afraid i might get too emotional. this is such CRAP!

istill~~cry~~Monday, May 30, 2005