I hate the way it maimes the sanctity of my mind.

And no, im not alluding yon misery of yours.

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I washed my face... and felt my face.
I want a nose job.
C'mon... lift the bridge.
Let it alleviate my physical insecurities.

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My deepest fear is to live in a life that forbids my material needs.
I need nobody to provide me; will quench my thirst on my own.
All i need is support, a life void of distractions {parental}
But it can only be fulfilled with a somewhat redundant degree.
I clearly see myself staying in a condominium, at least 2 dogs, owning a car, a maid, and maybe even a live-in chauffeur.
I do not expect myself to drive.
And I need regular treats of bird's nest.

Speaking of which.... Mum was so sweet to bring bird's nest, all the way to town, for me.
Oh yes, and what's for dinner?
Shark's fins... made by Dad.
Boy am i pampered.
And it shall stay this way.
I bring in the dough... others pamper me while they are still able to.