Saturday, August 14, 2004


Out of shear and hopeless boredom, i caught NDP encore today. And it was... impressive *ROLLS EYES*. Now.. who ever said i was patriotic in the first place? Let's see... in my entire education years... i probably celebrted the National day for no more than 3 times... [turning up for the celebration in school]. Thought it was a complete waste of time and effort. pointless.

I was glad the Olympics came on screen... well, for one... it was def more meaningful at least ten fold than the lame NDP. and the swimmers were superb... Now im beginning to like the Butterfly stroke. Never understood the beauty... but now i find it so musculine!!! whoa... and look at their bodies!!!

Mind-blowing!

Even the girls...

their muscles...

so sexy!!!

At that time.. i secretly wished that Jon was still a swimmer... or still playing water polo... Water sports is so god damn cool!!!

Anyway.. last night's major insomnia left my mind wandering and eventually it got so tired... i just comatosed... with a bad dream... how nice. Grrr....

Oh yes.. her this Pen and Fel... I kena today leh... so arm yourselves with the sanitary nappies ah... Maybe we sholdn't meet tmr... else i spread to both of you... kidding... how can we not meet for Penni's birthday? Happy birthday again girl!!!

Been feeling so down and out today... For no apparent reason. just felt so ditched. It's just like how everybody's so busy with their lives except for me. Well, i had many things to do as well but i just couldnt get down to it. Just wanted to take a break off... but had no one to do it with... Jon was doing his work, Dad went out with Ms Slut, Mum went church to play the piano... and i was left rotting in a pathetic corner...

Fine!!! Im not in such a sorry state... it was prob just PMS. But i was really thankful i had Sherwin to accompany on SMS [thou he was working... shhh...] Did not want to bother Jon.

He perked up my spirits a great deal... I was so delighted when iread his mail... I dont know him very well, did not know him for long... but he bothered to keep in touch. You might not think much of him until you know who he is. He's Jeremy Lim [yes, the person you met on TV]... Met him a while ago and he did not foget me... gosh.. so sweet.. I storongly urge you to visit his site to know who he is. Linked on my side bar... Im sure you'd be so impressed with his determination cuz he lives life with a zeal. He himself is a living miracle. Please read it.. just a while.


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