Asphyxiate

You wont believe how happy i am now!
There was a lil confusion as to whether i should be present this saturday.
So i spoke to Adrain and he told me i could come down only when required to.
can stay over Mum's on Fridays!!!
my spirits were instantly lifted up.
Was feeling listless the whole day.
I miss Twiggy and Terry and Mige also.
Anyway i just dazed half the day away.
Gonna continue dazing...
Only enjoyed the meeting we had this morning.
That's about it.
Din even appreciate my lunch.
Din feel like talking,
din have appetite.
and it feels horrible knowing that Jon cant pick me up today....
having to travel to Mum's alone...
A part of me wish he din have that invigilation....
but im glad he did as it fetches good money.
Means he can save more...
set aside more money for the Aussie trip.
No conversing on mails today....
not with Jon,
not with Sista.
So boring....
Just wanna fall asleep.
Hope i dun fall asleep.

Oh... and did i mention that i mgiht be buying a bird?
Just any bird....
A bird that makes irritating noise.
Prob a crow?
hahah.... quite cool to be keeping a crow eh....
Always wanted Budgies thou'...
Everytime i enter the house, i just wanna smashing his bloody fucking fish tank!
Reminds me of the stealing of eels incident.
Brainless fuck shit head!
I pray he lives to a ripe old age.
Cuz there'd be no one to look after him.
Awww.... poor unwanted thing.
PUI!

Oki... here comes another task.
Doing up Power Point slides lor.....
Die... die... die.....
Sigh... think im gonna explore tmr lor.
Yay... Sista's on the e-mail with me now.
Not sian anymore.

Lorry HAD to masquerade as Dr. Li when he called.
Dots right....
And blur old me was taken in by him.
When he revealed his real identity,
he was just jeering at my folly.
So not correct!!!
He's a bad chiku.

Stoned = Blur = Dots = Kute


Agree?
Just say Yes.

Mum asked why i have never thought of staying over.
Actually im thinking of....hmmmmmmmm........
But i have yet to conquer the phobia of staying alone....
the fear of having to face Pontianak alone with Twig if she appears.
Iim afraid of lonliness.
And I've never appreciated darkness.