Stay clear of Guys!
Peter Now asked me again!
Fuck!
I scolded him.
Why does he keep asking the same old question?
Told him I DO NOT LIKE HIM!!!
Why deosn't he get it?
He doesn't understand whatever i said.
And i dun fucking get what he's talking!!!
Communication breakdown!
It just gets on my nerves!
I'm fucking pissed!
I'm fucking pissed...
Tell you,
I'm getting so sick of guys!
Twerbs!



Maybe i should use this to ward off guys.
hahha.....


That was the night before exams lah.

Woke up at 2pm (9.40 for my clock)
Dad woke me up to go market with him,
and i was like Shit...so late already, betta faster.
Even told Jon was going market.
When i was outta my room, i saw another clock.
It was 2+ lor!
Chey...
He must wondering why the hell im going to market this hour lor.
Mopped up the whole house again.
Rampaged my store room.
Still can't find my Precious Moments collection sia....
Fuck!
Brought Twig and Ter for a jog. (Finally! Took me 10,000 years to!)
Then this man with two dogs warned me of going to the park.
Cuz the mongrels might attack.
So i just walked ard the estate.
Went St. Nick's again....
Memories!!!
The mentally handicapped ppl were playing downstairs.
Very poor thing leh...
I want to help them.
I just want to spend time with them,
make them feel that people will always be there for them.
Everytime i see them,
my heart just melts...
despite being traumatised before.
I know they din do it on purpose.
They were just mischievious.
They din know they would scare.
Perhaps it's good that they do not know.
If only sis and i are guys...
Dad would allow us to help them.
I do not even mind adopting one next time.
Someimtes, i silently wished i was one of them.
Only then will i not know so much,
Not see so much.
And i wouldn't even be in this fucking school!
I hope God will help them to recover fast
and shower his blessings on them.
Wish abnormalities did not even exist.