Jerry and I

Day by day
Night by night
Kiss by kiss
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that even the reign of God could not control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I'll love you tomorrow
I'll love you forever.

I will not forgive myself for doing this to him....again and again....
Promises were made,
Words were back-paddled.
How could i be so selfish?
How could i be so fickle?
How could i be so insensitive?
He was always there for me, is this how i reciprocate?
Moments we shared together were supposed to be cherished.
But did i?
Why was it so easy for me to let go?
Am i that unfeeling?
Why din i think i was being unfair?
Why did i have to take him for granted?
!Im such a bitch!